My Life Dreams

I have recently been posting some stuff about things I want to do in the near future like this week, this month or in the next few years. But I also have dreams. My ultimate dream! It does change all the time I do admit. But currently the following would just make my heart sing. (These are not in order cuz I am scatter brained)

 Buy a large house to live in and raise my kids. Much like this one. I know it's cliche but hey this is my dream and it's what I want lol. I want a cute picket fence and a little dog in the yard. A pool and a deck and lemonade outside in the summer. I want the kids to play outside until they are so tired they drop into bed. I want to ultimately stay at home and not have to go to work. I want to spend my days running multiple Etsy shops and doing crafts and fun things with my kids. I want to pack my kids cool Bento lunches everyday. And I want to blog all about it!

Now you may be asking... how do you plan to fund all of this? I would like to ultimately get into real estate. I want to buy a lot of houses with money that I save up and rent them all out. Somewhere around 17 of them. I know... far fetched. But this is MY dream!

I want to drive a pink Jeep and I want to take it to all sorts of places! The beach, the mall, fairs, theme parks, the lake, sporting events, conventions, festivals, concerts, I want to do things! I want to live life!

I want to have a family! This is actually what I want more than anything! I want to marry Anthony and have a load of kids. No lie! lol I want at least 3 more maybe even 4! And I would adore twins! I want my kids to grow up in a house full of love. I want to make family traditions and celebrate every holiday. I want to have family movie night and fun living room sleep overs. I want to have extended family for my kids to grow up with as well! Cousins and aunts and uncles and grandparents too. 

I want to have a Christmas themed wedding with Anthony at the Gaylord Palms Resort! I want it to be a winter wonderland and I want there to be tons of people! I want it to be in 12-13-14 but I am willing to wait even longer to get my dream wedding! I want read and green and gold, jingle bells and reindeer too! I want to dance and party and have fun, I don't want it to be one of those lame boring weddings. I want this wedding to be rockin!

And even if I don't ever get any of these things... it will be ok. Because ultimately I just want to be happy. I do not need any of this to be happy. All I need is God and Anthony and Bear. As long as we are together I can say I will truly truly remain happy and fulfilled. Even if my life isn't quite what I would like it to be.