I realized that I have a different outlook now... I see stuff in the store or look at the stuff that people are eating and think to myself "Oh God! That would make me as big as a house!" where as before I would look at these things and want them. Now I really am not interested in eating anything that would potentially cause me to gain weight or to interfere with me losing weight. I am really glad for this because I know self discipline can be one of the hardest parts of dieting.
I told Anthony that I was planing on going on a diet... he was not to happy about it and said he was not going to let me do it. I am not so sure why he is so stuck up on me not losing weight but I really hope he comes to realize and respect that this is something that is very important to me. I want to go back to the way I have always looked. I feel like I am not myself and I want to fix it. I really hope he can accept that and let me do what I need to do.
I went to the doctor yesterday and they weighed me and told me I am 125 lbs. I am not sure if the scale in Publix was off or if I lost 3 lbs in 1 week? I had not done any dieting last week at all so I am thinking the scale in Publix is off because I know the doctor's scale is right. Never the less I am now 125 so only 14 lbs to go. That can't be that hard.... I hope.
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