Yesterday was my 21st birthday.
I spent the first part of my birthday at my house on the Internet. But later that day my sister convinced me to go out. We went to Hobby Lobby and I bought crafts for the time at Anthony's house I will spend before Bear comes. Then we went to Outback Steakhouse and spent WAY too much money on one meal lol. Afterward we went to her house and watched Paranorman. That movie was... ODD, but cute at the same time, I enjoyed it. Afterward we went to Wal-Mart and I stocked up on some food for the next 3 weeks. It was a good day. I do wish Anthony was there with me though :[ I did not go to Kissimmee because Anthony got a schedule change at his work, so now he is working all through the weekend and if I went to see him we would only spend 5 hours together over the corse of 4 days, so I have decided to stay here at my house for the next 3 weeks and then head over to Kissimmee for 2 months.
Most people spend their 21st birthday partying and drinking. Not me. Of course I can't drink cuz I'm pregnant but even if I wasn't I don't think I would have. I do not feel any different now that I am 21. I feel the same as I did a week ago. Are you supposed to feel different? I know I felt different when I turned 19 and 20 for that matter. But 21? Nope, I feel the same.
My birthday also marks a year since I have talked to my dad's wife. She actually called me yesterday, well my little sister did but she was in the background and she did say Happy Birthday, but to be honest it sounded forced. I am not sure she wanted to talk to me or say Happy Birthday at all. I was hoping for my dad to hang out with my sister and I but he couldn't because she would not let him. It seems like she is trying to pry herself back into my life, but I am not so sure I am ready to let her back in yet. She has been out of my life for a whole year and I like it that way. It is a lot less stressful. We will see what this next year brings.
Not the best picture ever. But me at Outback on my 21st B-Day.
(Taken from my sister's phone)
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