Currently

I am currently:

Thinking about - Etsy - We just did a bunch of crayons last night and I am stressing because we should have sent them out earlier than we did.

Watching - Grey's Anatomy Season 9, SO GOOD! and Hell on Wheels Season 2, me and Anthony used to watch this and stopped a long time ago because we ran out of episodes to watch, Netflix just added more so now we got back on the wagon. I do say I didn't care for the show all that much before, but now I am really getting into it.

Listening to - Pandora - I swear I have no clue why I never discovered it until now but I am officially addicted! Too bad it's blocked at my job :/

Wanting - A Vacation - Oh what I would give for just 5 days to RELAX. No work, no cooking, no cleaning, no errands, no shopping, no lawyers, and no financing! 

Hoping - I can get everything done that needs to be done.

Wishing - I had more money - Don't get me wrong, I am not broke. But I would like more money to purchase some things I have really been wanting.

Stressing - EVERYTHING!- Etsy orders, launching my Halloween line, being slammed at work, Seth's court date, needing to clean my house, needing to go shopping soon, having enough money, it goes on and on. I feel like I am drowning in stress I really do.

Missing - The 90's - I did not have a good childhood by any means but, fully supporting 3 (hopefully soon to be 4) people and ensuring they have everything they need for survival... is HARD. I know that sounds kinda whiny and that is not what I am after, I would not change it for the world. I just feel like it would be nice to sit back and not worry for a little. Maybe even just a few minutes?

Loving - My Life - Yea I know it sounds like I am contradicting myself here lol. I am stressed and it is hard but I REALLY do love where my life is at and where it is going. I and so thankful for my family and everything we have and continue to be blessed with. Times are great. We are going over some hills right now but I know at the end of the day they are just obstacles and I am not letting anything stand in my way of being happy and enjoying this great life with my family.