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Tuesday, March 12, 2013

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Watching: I just got done watching The Glades, well the two seasons that are available on Netflix anyways. I liked that show but I was not crazy in love with it. It seemed sorta bland like nothing that hasn't been done before. I started watching another show last night called Life. This show is all ready getting on my nerves and I do not think I will continue watching it but I am giving it a chance to see what happens, as some shows I have to watch like 5 episodes before I can "get into" it.
Writing: Lots of lists. Lists of stuff I need to buy, stuff I need to do, people I need to call, finance lists, recipe lists, menus, and hey look now I am even writing a lists of all the lists I have been writing!
Listening: Anthony and I have been in the car more these past few weeks with going back and forth to Kissimmee and the Strawberry Festival. We have been listening to a lot of mainstream music. I am not one to look into names of songs but some of the verses that are stuck in my head are: "Why does it feel so good but hurt so bad? Girl your giving me a heart attack, trouble maker!" and "I wear my heart up on my sleeve like a big deal!" oh and can't forget about "My father said, don't you worry, don't you worry child, Heaven's got a plan for you". And yep these songs have been STUCK in Anthony and mines head for about a week now. They have been driving me crazy. I wish someone would come up with new music to play on the mainstream stations!
Thinking: I have been thinking a lot (more like worrying) about finances and how me and Anthony are going to make it. I try not to but it keeps coming into my brain. I applied for Food Stamps and found out we can't get those so looks like we are going to be on our own. Gah! I don't even want to type this because now here I go thinking about our bleak situation again.
Smelling: Poop. Seriously. This week Charlie has been pooping in the house A LOT! We are not sure why he is doing it but he is. And he hides it too by covering it up with anything and everything he can find from clothes to papers. So we smell the poop but can't find it.
Wishing: That we were financially stable. This one speaks for itself.
Hoping: That everything turns out well in the future. With Etsy, my blogs, our money problems, taking Bear to day care if we need to etc. I just hope so deeply that everything ends up okay and we do not end up having to move in with Anthony's mother in Kissimmee forcing me to quit my job, the only job I have ever known or had.
Wearing: My new fat pants. I finally broke down and bought fat pants after I weighed myself to find that I gone up from 122 to 126. I am trying to LOSE weight and yet somehow I am gaining weight. I was hopping to be back to my pre-pregnancy weight of 111 by the time Bear was 6 months old but that does not seem to be happening! I could not go any longer wearing the same pair of pants everyday to work because that was the only one that fit so I sucked it up and bought some new ones. I even packed away all my clothes that don't fit because they were taking up at least 50% of our closet and hangers. Hopefully I will be able to take them down and wear them again one day. :'[
Loving: Anthony. I am just over the moon loving my boyfriend these days! He is such a great father and always knows what to do to make me happy. His fun spirit brings so much joy to the house. When he is sleeping or not home I find the place to be pretty drab and end up wishing he would wake up or come back really soon!
Wanting: To spend $200 on Bento supplies and $200 on Etsy supplies. Sadly that is not going to happen. I may be able to get away with $50 on each but I am still not really sure at this point.
Needing: To start exercising. I feel like a complete bum. I went from walking 6-8 miles a day 4 times a week to not walking at all. Now a days it is just easier to take the car! And I do not have time to walk anyways. I should really rearrange my schedule to fit some exercise time in! Maybe it will even help me to retire these fat pants I just bought..
Feeling: I have been feeling very happy! There has been some lingering stress in there but every time I get stressed Anthony makes me feel better <3 I love him so much.
Clicking: On all the cute new things they have for sale over at bentousa.com!

1 comment:

  1. i hope everything starts working out for you soon - i recently got back into working out, & i have to say, i feel so much better.

    i hope you have a great week!

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