I get up, I go to work, come home, eat dinner, spend time with my family, work on my hobby of Etsy, and I go to bed and do it again the next day. And I LOVE it. I am 100% satisfied with the way my life is. It is just so... perfect. Don't get me wrong I have my issues, my family has their issues, I am currently is a very ugly custody battle, and life is not perfect... but it is at the same time.
For the longest time I thought that I was more than a normal person. I thought I was going to rise up and do something AMAZING! Like save a ton of people or create something that everyone needs or wants. Or I thought I was going to win the lotto. I was waiting on something HUGE to happen in my life. But today I realized, it all ready has happened. I am there. I hit the lotto, all I had to do was sit back and take a look at how blessed I am.
I feel for the very first time in my life... WHOLE. I feel like I am so blessed that I have everything that I need and everything that I want is slowly trickling in. I have a family that loves me. I have an amazing boyfriend, two beautiful sons, a roof over my head, a car in the parking lot, a job that brings in enough money to pay the bills, a side business to keep me entertained, insurance for me and my son, great health, food in my belly and love all around me. I am just in shock at how blessed I truly am.
For the longest time I had not even half of these things. I was very depressed all the time and I thought I would never be loved and I would never be free and I would never have any of the things that I have today, but I was wrong! It was hard but I got through those rough times and now I feel great. I feel on top of the world. I feel like this is the way my life is supposed to be. I could live like this for the rest of my life and be 100% content.
I am just a normal person. Yep that's me. And I'm
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